JourneyAndBeyond

I wish I look good...

...so I'll be good enough for you in every way and no one will even dare to come in between.

This entry will start from November 16 : Gimme A Week

I started living in a DORMITORY :( And I don't have any roomies at all :( I got my things packed up and my little big bear ready for take off. Im gonna miss my first home, Im gonna miss my second home. Everything was like what I did back then. Waking up, going to school, waiting, eating, studying and sleeping. Maybe, the only thing that differs is that I have my thinking thoughts ritiual in between, now. It's depressing to be away, and with no one to talk to. But what can I do? There are things wherein my decisions matter more than fate. And I guess this is it. For four years, I have to be alone and find my self. I have to undo my mistakes and be the best person I can be. I have to dream on, continue fighting and love more. I have to be strong and faithful. I have to trust God and never forget that He is with me. I just miss things, you know.

That week was also our Talent Show for the College. I belong to CAMP. It was indeed a week of practice, practice and practice. Monday and Tuesday were for classes. Wednesday to Friday were for practice and the Big Day. We didn't win but we got it alright. We will strive for next year, though.

Bill joined me for three days during that week. OH I MISS HIM SO MUCH! :( College and HighSchool--- What a difference you got there! For Monday, we just roamed around Robinson's Manila. For Tuesday, we went to SM Manila, rode a bus and ate pizza. For Thursday, we had dinner. Know what? He told me hat starting next week, his sched won't be able to visit me anymore :( And that hurts.

I know you're reading this.

So, I love you.

:)

I HAVE TO GROW UP. YOU HAVE TO GROW UP. WE HAVE TO GROW UP.

All I need is man who tells me sweet thoughts, not just thoughts.

All I need is a man who knows where to eat and what to do next.

All I need is a man who puts his arms around me and kisses me on the forehead.

All I need is a man who is considerate of my fears.

All I need is a man who will go every other extra mile just to be with me.

All I need is a man who sees me as me and accepts my flaws.

All I need is a man who listens, speaks up, then cares.

All I need is a man who let me sleep on his lap while he sings me his lullaby.

The world spins around and our hearts fall down. Life is too short to waste moments... 'cause things will never happen twice.

I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.